Wow What Love!!!!!!

Yesterday was a whirlwind to say the least!!!!! You know how you get in the swing of things and well people are in your life and they are supposed to be and they will always be there and you go to church and see the same people and you are around your family whom you love ......well that is the way it is supposed to be? But when you face joys and struggles in your life and all these people that you take for granted are in your life show just how much they love you it is OVERWHELMING!!!!!! I am tearing up typing this lol. The amount of texts and emails and my blog posts was amazing and everyone that promises to pray for you and just looks at you and says "God will take care of you and your struggles!" Oh I can't even explain it.

Last night at church we had so much love shown to us, as always my church is good like that :-) But when its focused on a specific thing and people are crying around you because they are so happy you don't feel alone and you know that you will have all the support in the world. I will never appreciate or thank the people in my life enough for the support that they have shown me through the years and especially now. What is funny is I was really sick when we first found out and when I came to church one Sunday I had lost a good 10 pounds already and you could tell it especially in my face! A couple of people told me at church last night that Sunday they suspected it because I just looked it lol. I guess looking like absolute poop means you are pregnant haha.

Of course my parents are beyond excited. My mother started buying stuff when we started trying (yep you read right!) And she has already made blue and pink baby blankets, she already has a crib for her house, she already bought me a bassinet....





lets see what else.....well her and I both went out to this big market where second hand baby clothes are sold and baby items well if I am going to buy something second handed I want it dirt cheap or I'll just buy it new so we were not really impressed at first but then we got to the section where it was 0-6 months --socks, hats, onesies all in packets. And the prices was ridiculous so between her and I, I have over 80 gender neutral onesies :-) And I found a bag of little girl hats (and well you all know how much I love hats myself) I HAD TO get them! Oh they are just precious.

Anyway, enough rambling about baby stuff, I love all of you and thank you for the support you are giving us! We definitely need it. It is a joyous scary time but like I said God does not go by statistics and He is ALWAYS bigger than what is going on in your life.